There are days when I feel that the only thing I have is the care and love that only family can give. Yet I have never really found comfort in them. Perhaps I am too rigid to find comfort in anything.
And when I think about it now. About thoughtless words that've been said, I wonder how thoughtless they really were. Maybe I'm blowing them out of proportion. Or maybe the hurt is as acute as it should be.
Is it easier to let it go? As I harness these feelings over some short cold words, I can't help but think that I'm overreacting. And then I realize I've become a master at belittling myself.
My search for approval and affection goes failed once again.
As it always does.
Every day. (:
Maybe smiling will make the disappointment easier.
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