While thinking about all the little things that can or do annoy me in everyday life, I imagine how wonderful it is to take all of that frustration and anger out through violence.
When you're just at that point of wanting to let it all out, as ugly as it may come. And then rationality kicks in. Or, as I like to think of it,
Restraint.
I feel like it takes so much more energy to hold it all in as opposed to unleashing it on your unsuspecting victim. I often wish I didn't have so much restraint when it comes to a certain person, but logic seems to hold my violent angry tongue. Enough times to make me feel terribly caged and irritable.
Not to say I enjoy arguing, but I recently came to the acknowledgement that I'm a much more opinionated person than I thought. And a lot of things annoy me. Perhaps I'm not so agreeable after all. (:
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